Sunday, October 29, 2006
FUCKING BLOGGER CAN'T POST.
(heck, lazy to edit much)
This is dudefreak people.
TO those who went for POP the TART(or whatever it was called) and appeared today.
Thanks for being like nothing's ever happend (sel & eboy)
and i wanna say something. I know i shouldn't have chickened out. I was freaking all talk. And i didn't did no shit. Well, after seeing what that botak did, i really did freaked out. I wanted to transtion 6step to baby.( but that would be doing a repetion of what eboy did, wouldn't it?)
Something much more hit me way hard. I read sel's blog. About the passion part.(refer to his blog for more infomation.) And the big truth really came hitting down hard. Initially, I spoke to zen about this the other day. Same thing, about having passion for something you enjoy doing. Now, i think back, I don't really deserve to say stuffs like that at others do I? When i didn't even dared to break off with some botak.(even though he was really some fucking pro shit.) I sucked big time on fri. seriously. all talks and wussing out after you know you gonna lose? what is this?
Well, anyways, you guys didn't fucked me upside down today, although i do know sel and eboy didn't really felt good about me and androidz not getting down you guys. I don't know about him, but i really don't feel good.
This IS, by far, the first time i'm taking a setback so seriously, usually, I'll just get-all-so-optimistic and move on. This time, I felt different.
I know, this sounds like a post that should go right into my own blog, but i think that i should let you guys know about it.
and one last thing. thanks guys, for making things still seem the same way as before.
seriously, if i do fuck up as bad like this again, you're free to screw me upside down and wake me back to senses.
1)6step
2)baby freeze
3)basic freeze( the ones with the legs up in the air.)
4)handstall
5)cartwheel ?
damn. i ain't got anything to break to.
IN THE MIDST OF LEARNING,
1)elbow plant( head & without head)
2)handstand transition(drop to elbow)
3)6step to baby transition
4)toprocks & uprocks
5)turtle
6)handglide freeze
7)shoulder freeze
dudefreak. signing out. peace guys. theory g will rock on.